Well, the end of this blog has come. I'll still keep the archives but no more posting. I'm switching to Xanga. So farewell dear blog, you have been great fun...(*tear*)

My Xanga
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=x_bittersweetconfusion_x

I <3 Claudio! It's kind of hard to see him, but he's there, rocking out.

This is us after the concert in line for merchandise. I'm on the right, Meghan's in the middle, and Betsy's on the left.

This is Halloween. I'm the one in the middle dressed like Waldo. Katy is on the left and my sister is on the right.

A real Tequilla farm

Today was rather boring school-wise. Then I had ballet class which was fine. I'm listening to Bright Eyes right now. Conor Oberst is amazing. I don't have enough money to buy all the Cd's that I want. A job sounds like a good idea right about now. I'm thinking of switching to Xanga. It's more accesible, and the other users are a bit more lively. Just a thought... I'd still keep this though. I've spent too much time on it just to delete it.

I'm eating natural blue sesame corn chips right now. The brand is Garden of Eatin. Haha what a name... I got back from Wisconsin too late to go to Battle of the Bands but from what I hear, I didn't miss much in the band department. Meghan, Betsy, and Katy came over and we found my costume. I'm going to be Waldo, as in the one in the books that you find. I got a Xanga and it's really fun. I joined these blogrings called Coheed and Cambria and I Eat Emo Panties or something crazy like that. Good Stuff. Wow, it's already Halloween! Happy Halloween everyone.

I'm so glad finals are over. I may have failed the Algebra one but I did the best I could. Lately I've been feeling kind of...blah. Well, that's more of a sound than a feeling but it's like the feeling of being stuck in a rut. Being caught up in a routine drives be insane. Waking up at an ungodly hour, riding the bus with kids whose every other word is the f word, "learning" while sitting between slabs of plastic they call desks, getting assigned more homework than the amount of work we completed during school, going home, doing that homework, then sleeping. Oh yeah, I forgot the fun parts; cleaning my room, showering, and eating dinner (note the sarcarsm). This is not what I want at all. I want complete freedom to explore all the possibilities that the world has to offer. How am I supposed to figure out who I am when I have to spend most of my time in a place where they want to make clones out of us? It's restricting, unsatisfying, and close-minded. Sometimes during the day, I walk around feeling virtually invisible to everyone except my friends and those few kind people who acknowlegde me. I'm not saying that I want to be popular because I have absolutely no desire to be. I just want people to...well I guess I don't know exactly. It's a hard thing to pinpoint. I definitely need to do something to shake this uninspired feeling because it's dull and gloomy.

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A friend from school who has really good taste in music said that I should listen to Bright Eyes so I am and they are really good. I like the lead singer, Conor's, voice alot. It's so emotional/pained/honest. And it doesn't hurt that he's hot!

These are my best friends. Betsy's on the left, I'm in the middle, and Meghan's on the right. My other best friend Katy couldn't come on this trip. We were at my trailor in Wisconsin and decided to go for a midnight swim. It was awesome.  

I've been listening to My Chemical Romance a lot lately. I want to see them so badly when they come to Chicago! I think my parents will let me. The rule seems to be one concert per month.